bathroom panic

how do you feel when one fine morning, you are in bathroom for nature's call and in the mean time someone keeps continuously pressing door bell button? there is no one inside to respond it except you? oh! for god sake, would you please stop pressing button ? i just thought of. if i shouted from my heavenly position, voice won't go beyond door into his ears. i need to wrap up. pressure won't work when you need to complete things especially when situation is as delicate as it is. phew!!! i need to calm down and concentrate to complete in next few minutes. few situations flashed before my eyes, i faced in public toilets like when i went inside then next guy always came and stand at door. he used to knock at door after every 30 seconds until you come out unfinished and enraged of course. i de-pressurized myself to feel lil comfortable and quickly run to door to find my old fat friend. f*** man!

basics

i am habituated doing mathematical problems involving some widely known basic theories and facts. as the basic building blocks of mathematics are so common in use that i hardly think of how truthfulness of facts were proved. in spite of solving hundreds of problems based on circle area, i can't figure out how to prove the irrationality of pi. if i search for value of this constant, i may get value accurate up to 500 decimal places but it doesn't help me to know how pi was established as irrational entity. i look back and think of all mathematics books i read up to +12, i never crossed any basic book explaining proof of this truth. i searched the proof in wikipedia, but things explained is hard to grasp for me. handling pi is still tough.

is it hypothesis of geometry or rigorously proved that the area of rectangle is 'length x breadth' and volume of cuboid is 'length x breadth x height' ??? they interpreted dimensional features of real world and devised these two most basic form of tools to explain geometrical meaning of shape and size. it seems to be surprisingly unbelievable, some smart thinkers gave solid reasons for foundation of these formulae to calculate area and volume many centuries ago, in spite our course books fail to provide the logics how did mathematicians derived them. any kind of regular or irregular two dimensional geometrical shape is summation of n number of rectangles. any three dimensional figure is composed of n number of small cuboids. we explain everything in terms of these formulae but one one asks to explain these formulae.

a gal

it has been one week since i saw you online. i always check whether you put new pic in display. but it's same old cute pic. tonight i am missing you and i am little nostalgic about the time we spent chatting...cracking some jokes. when i met you online, i instantly connected to you. it might be my inability to find a right gal to overcome of being single or i found a gal what i dream. i enjoyed your presence and i talk over any topic. it is so comfortable and pleasing to be with you. the level of your liveliness and making-life-beautiful attitude make me lil crazy for you. i always tend to praise you lil more. you react to say that things look fairy tale over net and i don't know you actually. i may be blind. does life become perfect even if i know someone completely ? i admired you for being so different from me. your point of view on even simple topic is opposite of what i think of. i use to feel a sense of completeness. i was so pleasantly surprised to receive your call on my b-day. you had made my day. you wished me twice on 14th Jan, the day we met. you always asked me what's the special about this day ? and each time i couldn't think of what's the special. i always forget and you always remember.
one day you told me that you were seeing someone. i was shocked. yeah! our relationship is not made in heaven. but it was really cute as you let me know about your feelings and i saw pics of your boy. it's true i am not capable of doing something like veer-zara or you may not wish. in few years you would be married and busy with new life. let see how my life will take shape. in spite i would be in different world disconnected from you, your face won't fade away from my mind.